i am tired. everyone wants something from me. they are mad at me when i don’t deliver. they are mad at me when i do. nothing is right, there is always a fight to get things done. I can’t do everything. I can’t even do most things. I need to pick a few things that are worth it and get them done, but how do I choose? Then I feel guilty for wasting time thinking about it. What do i do about the things that i dont get done? my cleaning, my laundry, getting the trash out of my car, reading to my daughter enough, exercising, saving money, cooking dinner, projects at work because there are too many. i am sinking. now it is too much, i went from feeling good and productive and strong to shutting down. a full on system shut down. that’s how i feel. 

 Shit.